You would think that things would have been better once I
got home. I mean externally it did, but inside I still had a deep longing to be
with a girl. Did I mention that the church considered everyone else, even
Christians that were not going to their church “lost?” So, they would not let
people date outside of the ICOC. This was a problem, as it limited the choices
of women. I grew very horny at times, not having an outlet. I eventually moved
to a different area to pursue a nursing degree, while still attending the ICOC
in that area (remember, they taught that anyone that wasn’t a part of their
church was going to hell). The people at that place were, frankly, a bunch of
assholes. My enthusiasm hit an all-time low. I fell into depression. After 7 years, I
finally left that church, hating God and vowing never to go near another church
again. How did I go from being a hardcore “Disciple” to being almost an
atheist?
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